capturingchloe:
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Moving on. I really need to move on with my life as hard as that may be with a newborn baby. I am not back to normal yet and probably won’t be for a while. I don’t care about my looks at this moment. I made the decision to have baby girl so I guess I have to live with the fact that her dad is so detached.
I just had this idea in my head that seeing her, holding her, knowing she exists would change his mind. And I can’t even believe it, he is not the person I thought he was. I am assuming (have to put that there) that he is all ready dating/looking for girls to talk to.
I have to keep reminding myself why it is important to have a dad.
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capturingchloe:
if you’re not someone I would give a hug to, then no, you can not hold my daughter.
People have no boundaries, man.
Wish I was there!
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Where have I been? In la la land. In heaven. In a place only Mommies know about. Staring at this little girl for hours and smelling her and taking in every detail so I never forget. Time goes too fast once they come.
May 10th, my water broke and by that evening I was in active labor! I will be doing a labor and delivery vlog on youtube! It was a nightmare but the sweet baby love that came from it was worth every second and I would do it again a million times over to have her. She made her arrival May 11th 2012.
Eleanor June Hughes 7lbs 14oz 19in <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
please don’t reblog the picture.
My baby daddy makes some good points…. sometimes. Stupid fucking Gotye.
This moon has my hormones going crazy!! A few contractions here and there but nothing serious :( I guess it’s just a little too early for little girl to come.
I remember last super moon so well. I wish I could do it all over again because I would. Amazing. The stuff of modern day fairy tales. I reunited with the father of my baby and I wouldn’t trade it for any other day. I wouldn’t say it was all super moon though, vodka had a huge part in the evening as well :) Being pulled over and getting a ticket didn’t even stop me that night.
It hurts all over inside when I think of how much I really do love him and how I wish things were different. I care for him as a person like I have for no other human being. I just have to accept the fact that he will always be in my life now that my baby girl is on the way and I have to try and make the best of it. Young love is so stupid. It’s so immature and fleeting yet it can cause people to feel a certain way about you for life.
Thank you super moon you have reminded me that things happen for a reason and gave me yet another reason to believe in magic.
bonbonmakesababy:
GPOY - ALL OF THE TIME.
Ditto!!
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